LIFE OF STRESS
LIFE OF STRESS — mine. Please compare your life of stress to mine. In this show, I give an outline of my life and somewhat flesh it out. I wonder how my life of stress compares with yours. I really want to know. Help me by dropping a comment and saying as little or as much as you like about how our lives of stress compare.
You can, of course, use a fake name and fake email address — as always.
In addition, we might talk about strategies of stress control.
Also in this show, at the beginning, I show a funny meme and consider a passage from the book of diary entries by Marcus Aurelius, Roman Emperor.
And the intro and outro music clips are from my song “K.Y.E.” — Know Your Enemy.
Signed, Jim Laffrey
Author: jbl
Born to White parents who were born in the U.S.A., of proud German and proud Irish ancestry. Consider how great our lives would be if we had been born and raised in a country controlled by our own people -- as it should be -- rather than controlled by jews pretending to be our own people.
I forgot to return to that line about possible stress relievers, namely “wife, friend, dog?” The plan was to generate some humor there, especially with four-legged shit machines.
Hi Jim, my first time posting a comment here. I just discovered you few months ago and i really enjoy your content. You have helped me learn many things i didnt know and i thank you for that. I might take your advice and get tutanota email, if i do that i might send you a few lines about my thoughts about many things. But regarding this video, have you ever thougth about moving to Europe? Do you like cold or hot climate? Vietnam is a tropical paradise, must have been great the exotic surroundings, beaches and palmtrees. And regarding getting a pet, they can be great but alot of work, and put restraints on you if you want to travel or move. Maybe cats are better than dogs in that regard, but they can be great company if living alone. I wish you all the best.
Thank you very much, Alex, and welcome to you.
1. Yes, I have thought about moving to Europe. And every time, I conclude it’s not a good idea for me. First, there’s a serious risk that I’d be arrested during the travel and extradited to a country such as the jews’ Germany where I would be imprisoned as an “antisemite”, “White supremacist,” “hater,” guilty of “hate crimes.” Second, my understanding of the situation in Europe is there are essentially no gun rights, no “free speech” right, and so I would be prosecuted for my website. Third, where could I live where my meager income ($1,100 USD per month) would provide a decent life? Fourth, would I have to learn a new language? Fifth, which country is NOT being increasingly infested with 2-legged shit by the jews?
2. Cold or hot climate. I am flexible. I’ve lived in both. It takes more money to live comfortably in a cold climate than a hot one.
3. Vietnam. The problem with living in Vietnam is being surrounded by the vietnamese. The problem living in any so-called “paradise” is being surrounded by the nonWhite stupidity, every day, 24 hours a day, forever. As usual, I will say Japan is a known exception: My experience in Japan told me they are a good, honest, intelligent, orderly people. But I think they’re more ignorant of jewry than Whites are. I want to live among Whites (despite most Whites being sickening sheeple).
4. In my many years of experience in having the pets and in putting up with others’ pets, cats are worse than dogs. It’s like living with a deaf and dumb miniature alien. I will not begin to pretend that a four-legged animal is any kind of substitute for a compatible human. I won’t waste any time and money on one. One of the overall problems with pets in our societies is that many pet owners stop trying to find and befriend compatible fellow humans. There might be a compatible woman or two out there for me, but she is content (or resigned) to stay home and mutter at her shit-on-a-leash as if it understands, thus she is not getting out to possibly meet me anywhere I go.
I will be glad to receive your emails of “thoughts about many things.” Meanwhile, I welcome your best thoughts right here in the comments, if you’re willing to let the other visitors read them. And I hope you’ll respond to my thoughts and questions about European countries.
There are some countries in eastern europe that are ok, many of them are still mostly white with wery low crime rate and a high standard of living. You are correct that language can be a problem but if you are retired then its probably not a big issue and many speak english. But im not sure if its possible to live on 1.100 USD per month over there. The average wage in Hungary is 1400 USD per month after taxes so it should be possible in a quiet town or village somewhere out in the country where the rent is cheap.
I live in a city where 90% are non-white, nothing works right, my luck is that I am a loner by nature, I don’t like pets. Since I became aware of Judaism, I have viewed this life as a constant war, and my greatest stress is not having any prospect of victory against Judaism.
Welcome back, Lanz. Thanks for adding to this comment thread.
I feel sad for you. I wonder: Were you born into that place, that situation? I understand if you don’t want to say your city or country (I guess somewhere in Europe). Someday, will you be able to move to a better place? Or do you have too many ties, perhaps chains, to escape?
I live in Brazil, yes I’m going to move. Here in Brazil there are many German colonies; these cities are made up of 90% descendants of Germans, some even 100%. As I am of German descent, I think I will identify well with some of these places.
Oh, that’s interesting! And it’s good news. I’m glad you can move, and that you plan on doing so. Also, I’m glad to hear that there are still real German colonies/communities there. (I’m half-German half-Irish.)
Portuguese is the main language in Brazil, right? So, I guess you can speak Portuguese, and English, AND German?
Oh, that’s interesting. So, now I have a hankering to visit you in Brazil in a German community! But of course, I don’t think it’s wise for me to travel internationally. I hope you will share the news after you move and about your new situation.
And hopefully you will find new friends who are compatible in awareness about the Enemy Of Humanity.
QUESTION: I should ask: Are the Brazil government and media anti-White as they are in all “White” countries?
I would be happy to receive you, Jim. Yes, the official language of Brazil is Portuguese. I speak Portuguese and German, and I’m learning English; I’m at a basic, maybe intermediate, level. Yes, the system here is anti-white and dominated by Jews. The same problems that exist in white countries exist here. The southern region of Brazil is 70% white, or it used to be, maybe even more, but this region is being flooded with non-white Brazilians from other regions, with Haitians who are Black, Bolivians, and Venezuelans who are Indigenous. The government and the media attack white identity, saying that there are no Europeans in Brazil, that if you’re Brazilian, you’re Latino.
Thank you, Lanz!
All the info you’ve provided is interesting, and much is sad and angering. I am curious about more things:
— Do you have a car? (If yes, details please.)
— What’s the price of a liter of gasoline? I’ve heard it’s very cheap. But it may be loaded with ethanol. Is it?
I have heard good things about the White parts of Brazil. I know for a fact they have high tech and have seen companies hire employees there that do engineering work there. The ones I have worked with seem very capable. I know of an engineer that was sent there to work and never came back.
Hello Uncle Jim! I would love to hear from you.
Ok. I’ll send an email to the address you gave. Again.
This happened once before, maybe a couple of years ago, same email address, and I required you to tell me something only you would know to verify that you are you and not some f’n jew trying to f with me. And I never got a reply.
I don’t own a car; I could buy one, but I don’t see the use for it right now, and I’m saving money for other purposes. Gasoline is expensive; they have ethanol, but it doesn’t perform as well as gasoline. Every gas station has both options. You can buy a used car for a good price, but new ones are very expensive. The cost of living in general is high, and rent is very expensive. With your retirement income, converting dollars to reais, you would earn around 6,000 reais here. You would have a reasonably good life, but not a luxurious one. Answering Doug, the southern region of Brazil, which is the whitest region in the country, is very developed. It doesn’t even seem like Brazil. Living there is still very good, but it’s experiencing the same problems as the white world in general. People from my city, when they visit, say they feel like they’re in Europe. It was colonized by Germans, Italians, Poles, Spaniards, etc…
We White men are the “bottom of the barrel,” according to an older White, christian woman that I spoke with. She has sons and grandsons that are experiencing difficulties that are so blatant and obvious that she felt compelled to tell me, an acquaintance, her brief summary of her observations. Pulling back to see the big picture it is obvious that the system is stacked against us by jews. This creates a feeling of “not belonging” anywhere, especially with those willing to see through the mist. I know I have felt it and so have moved around, just like you, hoping to find some place that feels like home. It never happened.
I think this makes us feel we are singled out so to speak. That is because we are. In college I remember going through interviews and a selection process for a job with a big company. “Congratulations,” the guy at the front of the room said. “You are all hired. Everyone is this room has passed a rigorous selection process.”
Really? No, not really. “Are you a member of “I.E.E.E?” they asked me.
“No I am not,” I replied. “Oh well, join up and we can pick you up next year.” Singled out and rejected. I am sure all of the viewers have felt or will feel this singling out, including you James.
It went on and on.
Middle eastern female students, all with lower grades and no clue got jobs and interviews. Flown to other states and given a royal treatment. Foreign (non White) students told me to my face, “I know you are better than me…” They must have been feeling a little guilt, since, with better grades and a lot of ability I was rejected over and over again. Eventually I got a job with a tiny company.
With that I feel I have it better than a lot because I got a degree that landed me jobs that pay a little better than average. But I have gone through enough interviews that I say “they have to believe I am god, or I will not get the job.” If someone else is ten percent less capable and not White, then they get the job for sure.
But more money is just a little more comfort and all the other jew obstacles remain.
I think moving to Europe would be nice, but imagine your flight being diverted somewhere and then being sent to Germany for telling the truth about jews. The truth is no defense they would say. Perhaps a small town in Washington state or some southern state other than Tennessee where there are White people. That may require some exploration.
White women are taught to hate us I think. The jew brainwashing is never ending. Foreign, non-White ones have thrown themselves at me. Couldn’t do it. But there always seemed be a problem with some White women. They seem to exude disrespect and hostility.
In summary, your suffering is greater than mine since I had an older brother that was very supportive. It makes a difference. Others have had it worse. Since the covid shot, I know one White man that has had a brain growth (tumor) that had to be removed with surgery. Another had a psychotic episode where he wrecked his car and can’t remember anything. Yet another had heart issues and they left him naked in the hospital on a bed, very cold. And the female nurses were laughing while refusing him a blanket.
One way. That keeps me going. Your way.
Doug, with this very admirable comment, you have saved the situation. Not having had any comments weighing-in on the stress comparo, I was very disappointed and considering drastic action with this website.
In your comment, there are many aspects that I would enjoy agreeing with and adding to, but I will hold off as I don’t want to steal any of your thunder, and I want to leave it all open in the hope that OTHERS will join in.
Meanwhile, I suggest everybody read your comment twice.
(Note to others: Short comments, long comments, and in-between, are all welcome. Feel free, as always, to use a new/fake name and fake email address.)
Thank you James. We can now add an attempted suicide among the people I know. This guy in the past defended jews, stating something like they have suffered and been wronged and still achieve success. Of course this was before I was fully aware. Now I know he has been poisoned with vaccines, cheated, robbed, deceived, misled and nearly had his life cut short by jews. It is safe to say that most if not all his problems are caused by jews.
Hey Jim,
First of all, thank you for sharing your story because it IS just simply so interesting, notwithstanding the stress aspect which is what we want to address in these comments.
Off the cuff, I would admit that your stress has been way higher than mine despite our journeys through anti-Whiteness having had similar milestones.
Suffice it to say that unknowingly, I removed myself from the anti-Whiteness by immersing myself in non-Whiteness. Contrarian, right? Now clearly, you did the same thing temporarily. However, due to individual circumstances, your sojourn in the non-White world ended. I’m guessing that like me, there was a point where you really missed and wanted to return to the normality in which you’d grown up and felt a freedom of movement: your first language, driving your own car, food you like, etc. When that happened to me, I tested the waters and found N America MOST unwelcoming. And at the same time, I observed the non-White fresh-off-boat types flourishing! I knew jews were news long ago but connecting them to my discomfort at “home” still took a while. I still had lots of history lessons, video watching and blog readings to get me to my current level of knowledge and understanding.
In my case, the pursuit of a warm climate and realization that I was not going to have my own children or get jobs easily (post-2000) made it easier to adapt fully to life in the non-White “global South.” I see other guys here have their mixed-race kids and are definitely confused about the whole situation. Mentioning the jews gets the laughs or scowls directed my way but I wear it for the price of a coffee AND I know they go away thinking just a little more deeply. Many come back just to gently bounce an idea off me. Call it softball in a world of ICBM level ballistics but it gets ideas planted into minds I never thought could be changed. Well, if your conversation partners aren’t complete psychopaths, they can be reached, I figure!
Being a bit of a contrarian but not enough to make myself rich at least helped in my transition away from what my parents wanted for me. So there it is.
I think you made a good choice within the boundaries of the US picking S Dakota or anything midwestern really. The climate and topography have to be to your liking however. If you have any hankering for the sea or mountains, you are in the wrong place. But I’m guessing this is not the case.
Wow, Marko. Your comment fully deserves the praise I gave to Doug’s. A very admirable comment! I understand and can relate to every aspect.
Again, I will hold back for now. I want to leave it totally open for others to react to. And I don’t want to steal any of your thunder.
Yes, I do urge everybody to read Marko’s comment twice.
(To others: Doug and Marko have set a high bar! Don’t let it bother you. One-sentence comments are also invited.)
Im wondering Jim if you have heard about a guy that calls himself HT or Handsome truth. Well you probably have. He has his own platform at goyimtv(dot)st and he has his own livestream show there. He talks alot about an area in the U.S. called the Ozarks and he recently moved there. Its an area where many white people are doing a white flight to.
Thanks for the question.
“Handsome Truth,” real name Jon Minadeo, is a scum crypto-jew clown. Former actor — still an actor.
Please capitalize the first letter of names for our race, such as White and European.
Hi again Jim and my apology,
I will not forget to capitalise White, European etc. from now on, you are correct we should allways do that. And about HT, i just recently stumbled on his site and have watched a few documentaries on his platform mainly about 9/11 and a few of his streams, but i dont know much about him. I was more curious about your opinion on the Ozark area that he talks about. Probably in the future White Europeans will balkanize into areas like that when it becomes totally unliveble elsewhere.
Thanks, again, Alex.
Once you know HT is a jew, the question about the Ozark area answers itself.
Similarly, back in the 1990s when the jew-contrived bombing of the Federal Building in Oklahoma City was the big story, the Ozarks were used by the jews to set-up supposed “White supremacists” there and have the supposed bomber Timothy McVeigh make connections there that facilitated his supposed plan to bomb the Federal Building. I remember one of the towns mentioned was Elohim City.
That jew operation in the 1990s had multiple goals: fear-porn; demonize Whites; kill the real Militia Movement that was growing across the jUSA. The jews succeeded on all counts.
So, crypto-jews have been operating for a long time in the Ozarks. Not an attractive place.
Another place some Whites have spoken of since the 1990s as a “White” place to go is the small city Couer d’Alene in Idaho. Well, during the height of the jews’ covid scamdemic, tyranny was conducted locally there just like elsewhere. So, it is NOT a place for Whites to go if Whites haven’t even taken control of the government. Stupid it would be for many many Whites to “flee” to a “haven” yet NOT vote themselves into all the important government offices and keep jews out of those offices. But then, nearly all of those Whites who “flee” STILL don’t know about crypto-jews. Therefore, they will NEVER have a “haven.”
Speaking of “White flight,” I have spent the last 13 or 14 years advising against it. For most Whites, I urge staying in the place where you have roots, family, or that you otherwise like a lot, AND CLEAN IT UP. Reclaim it. Covertly, for now, kill jews and the worst of the other nonWhites. I know that’s easy to say and hard to do, especially hard for us who are alone in our knowledge. But it has to be said repeatedly so that it will be considered by our men as one of the viable and necessary Solution strategies.
Meanwhile, someone might accuse me of “White flight.” Well, after I returned from Vietnam, I was in a nearly all-White place, Crossville, Tennessee. I had no roots there. (Because of moving throughout my whole life, I have no roots anywhere, which is another success for jewry.) Of course, Crossville is controlled by crypto-jews, as is every such place. I didn’t like it there. Michigan is my homestate, and I moved back to Michigan and to a place with a very high percent of Whites. I didn’t like it. I moved again, to another small city with a very high percent of Whites (Alpena, in the northereast of the Lower Peninsula of Michigan). The year 2020 came, the jews’ covid tyranny was awful (with crypto-jew scum governor Gretchen Esther Whitmer and the jews everywhere), I was totally alone in my knowledge, and the only place I found by reading online that should be ok was small-town South Dakota.
“White flight” is leaving a place that is becoming overwhelmed or already overwhelmed by niggers and/or other nonWhites AND going to a place very much more White. I didn’t do that. Since I learned about jews, I moved from one high-percent-White place to another.
Meanwhile, I came to realize, sadly, that jews control EVERY place of any significance.
Jim, first and foremost, thank you so much for sharing some aspects of your life with us. The good, the bad, and the ugly as the saying goes….
You said “Meanwhile, I came to realize, sadly, that jews control EVERY place of any significance”. I think they control every place now… maybe there are some indigenous tribes, somewhere in deep forests, very hard to reach, maybe unbeknownst to us, that jews simply don’t care about. But they infested even those… Or, maybe better said, exterminated them. They took away their source of food and killed the knowledge passed on, generation after generation, of how to live off of the land.
It is so sad, that everyone today is programmed to be focused on money. I see it EVERYWHERE. It takes a few sentences and you can tell the person you are talking to is talking through the money prism. Yes, in the world we live today, you can’t deny money is important for self preservation, but, regrettably, majority of people don’t see beyond that. There is so much I could write on the subject I would probably run out of space. I intend to post more here, if you allow. Kind of share my life story, like you asked under the Follow Ups and Foul Ups. I think this is the better place to do it.
For starters, I was born in Poland in 1973, at the height of communism as they say. It was a city in the southern Poland, big enough to be called a city, but everyone seemed to know everyone else’s business. It was, I want to say 100% White. Actually, I’m convinced it was, simply because I am 100% White and all kids I went to school with and played in the sandbox were 100% White. If there were any jews there, they were VERY VERY CRYPTO. None of us even heard a term of a jew, until like 5th grade, when they started the propaganda of holohaux, evil Hitler, and stuff…. and we all were dumbfounded, who are “jews”? So let me give you a little story, from MY OWN EXPERIENCE:
So, imagine a bunch of White Kids, playing in the makeshift playground, with something that is supposed to be a “slide” but it’s so rotten and rusted, that the moment you slide on it, the only “better” set of shorts you have ( and you have only one, or if your parents can do better, you have another pair, and that one is “reserved for the church”) is ripped off. Well, if you damage it….You can imagine what happens next….
So, one day, the neighborhood kids and I are playing in the sandbox, and none of us dares to go on the rusted slide (we now know of the consequences), and we see this White couple, with their White children, just passing by, probably visiting the parents of one (here I am assuming, that’s how I perceived it being about 7 years old) and they tagged alone a nigger nanny!!!!!!!! You have no idea how flabbergasted we all were, we had never seen a black skinned person before!!!! It is so etched in my memory, that if I had any painting skills I could have drawn this nanny today and showed you what she looked like.
So imagine, about 50 White children gather together from mine and the neighboring playgrounds, to see something extraordinary! None of us called “her” an alien, we just had not seen anything like this before and we did not know what to think! The kids were just yelling one to another “come, come, there is a BLACK HUMAN! And, of course, our parents offered no explanation. We were so confused! Imagine that.
Anyways, I am very grateful to stumble upon your site, even though it took me a long 5 years and being duped by many jewru-gurus. And I am still digging in some rabbit holes, as you know, but maybe with the knowledge you share, I won’t be stuck there for too long.
Thank you and I will share more here. This is the perfect place 🙂
Hi, Eliza. I like stories from personal experiences. If true, I like them even more.
Comment: jews are in every city and town, and I will say NEARLY every village, in the jUSA. Poland was infamously infested with jews in the Adolf Hitler era, and jews won that war. So, certainly your town in the 1970s was controlled by jews and surely infested with jews. Every place with jews has crypto-jews, many of whom we simply cannot identify by outward appearance alone.
Question: The nigger nanny story. I thought you were going to share a revelation at the end of it, but you didn’t. Do you still think they were a WHITE couple, not a crypto-jew couple, who had a nigger nanny?
Behind the Iron Curtain, in a supposedly “White” country controlled by jews and infested with jews, how would a nigger get imported and employed by Whites? Why in hell would any truly White couple there want a nigger touching their children? I don’t see how such a blatant, anti-White act could happen unless done by jews.
Jim, yes, I think about it now, but I was a child back then playing in a sandbox, and my understanding of it now is, it was a family (I want to think White), whose off-springs emigrated somewhere, and in “somewhere” the niggers were perceived servants so that family employed a nigger woman like every other family in that “somewhere” did. Talk about mind programming… As I reminisce now on what I saw, and being a woman in 50s, the only conclusion I can make is that that family was visiting either parents or grandparents in the town I lived in, and, for whatever reasons, decided to tag on the nigger nanny. That nanny was talked about for months among children! I remember one playground child, being pompous about “knowing” the other races, correctly identified the woman as a negro race, but then another child was talking about being punished about calling her a “devil” or something along the lines…( I’m digging deep in my memory :).
It was the only nigger woman I had seen in my whole life until I emigrated to USA, and, holy cow, that was a whole other experience… The niggers were treated at the same level as Whites, hindu, native indians, asian, philipino, and any mixture of whatever races… it was so normal in the jUSA! I was flabbergasted. But I was a young woman when I came here so was just initially absorbing it and trying to make sense of this nonsense….
Hi All,
Thought I’d add here, a little colour… a little coloured, let’s say? I see Eliza adding her comments a half-year after its predecessor so obviously, this is a topic with staying power!
I loved that description of child-like Innocence, seeing a “human” of a different colour and probably, once examined more closely, some very different features, particularly those facial features which set the negroids apart from the other races.
I grew up in cosmo Canada but back in my day, I was surrounded by Chinese. A friend’s Mom, who got me hooked on Asian cuisine, told me I was an egg: white on the outside and yellow within. And to her dismay, her boys were bananas. Yellow on the outside but actually White deep down. And to those reading this, I think my use of capital W in one instance and small w in the other will make sense. She was, in her eyes, complimenting me at the time. I was, in those days, bound and determined to make my way to Asia, to see and experience mysterious lands, to look for rare animals like a great explorer zoologist and like any serious ethnologist, as well,to learn strange new languages. My Chinese friends were different. They wanted to make money. But we all got along and got up to the usual hijinx that boys do.
I saw negros on TV. I might’ve seen the odd one when I was little. My parents were liberal AND Liberal… That statement might mean more to Canadians than Americans but I’m sure it’s clear enough. N America is a mixing bowl, it just made sense to me that our country was composed of all races. Then I got a shock.
We went to Europe. I was not quite a teenager but I read a lot, absorbed encyclopedias and besides the natural world, took an interest in geography as well as the war which my parent’s generation were still constantly discussing. Now, France, here we were stepping into the place where some of the great battles had taken place, where scenes in B&W on the series by Thames Television, “World at War,” had actually played out! I was stepping on the same ground as The Fuhrer had, in triumph, La Place de Trocadero with the Eiffel Tower before me! But what did I see all around me, even then in the 70s? Negros! Africans, aggressively hawking trinkets! I was angry. Europe was supposed to be Whites Only! And my folks, being liberals, were angry with me for thinking that way!
Fast forward to today, I am still shocked at what I saw. In the 70s! The time of Eliza’s childhood experience, recalled above. But I know better who is responsible now. And that France is today, as it was 50 years ago, fast-tracked in the swirling eddy of despair towards destruction. Not to mention the rest of the White world. Hard to imagine there are White people out there who still don’t have a clue about this.